cleo says no to self-abuse
I feel so victimised by the sarcasm of some people's nonsensical shit.. i don't deserve that
posted by k@therin3 @ 10:04 PM
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Thursday, September 14, 2006
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
false accusations..
this is going to be one hell of a blog entry, as it is going to be damn long and may mainly be filled with vulgarities & all the shit i can think of. i have so many things to 诉苦 about. it's not like i am being naggy or anything of that sort, but i simply can't take it anymore
let's start... ... ...
false accusation no.1: "A" likes 1 of my closer colleague which is now her bf already. On 1 occasion where i called my colleague, he told me & another fren tat he was outside with her, so cannot meet us. Then on the following working day, news spreaded fast that both of them went out together. So "A" assume that I told ppl about it becuz I called her bf & he told us about it. but the fact i think is they might have told other ppl about it & ppl spread the news. I can "som pa" that I never mentioned to any other ppl other than 1 of my closest colleague.. so that is 1 accusation, which made me damn pissed off. it is not like i like to gossip around, 唯恐天下不乱lor. machiam, i bloody hell have a lot of time to spread rumours. and for goodness sake lah, if u want to be so secretive about it, why u tell other ppl. and of cos recently i found out that it is not me or my fren who told other ppl about it, but was 1 of her allies who told other. dun make me look like the asshole here.
false accusation no.2: Recently, we are very busy at work lor, so need to do a lot of overtime. Last week, i went back to work only on wed due to i was on exam leave. So on thurs, when my boss came back from holiday, and my work stuff came in. But i didnt arrange for anybody to work overtime & I also did not work overtime. So my boss call me & ask lor "why u didnt arrange for "A" & "B" to work overtime?". Indirectly, he is like telling me off lor. so i just say i need to arrange properly my stuff before I make arrangements. The fact is that my boss dun like my group to have anything to do with the other group's members lor. so on the following day, he mentioned at the morning meeting, tat if we have stuff to do, we must ask our own group members to help first. So "A" assume tat I am the one who go & "tell" my boss that they ot for the other group & not support me on my work. SHIT lor, excuse me, do i look very 得空to you! i got nothing better to do. dun make yrself look like the victim, & i look like the culprit lor. think before u make the remarks la.. i dun have some much time like you. u can take yr fucking own sweet time to do your shit but not me OKAY!
false accusation 3: yesterday, I made a extremely casual remark tat "wah, 我叫人家帮我都没有人要睬我咯." the truth is tat when i ask ppl in the evaluation room, all say they not free mah. just like tat, spark another conflict. my senior just make a casual remark to "C" that "wah, katherine so busy, u all didnt help her meh?" like that only. "C" went to "A" & "B" and told them to help me. i do not know wat was told to "B" or watsoever, "B" came to confront me or as she said to my senior that she wanted to explain to me. "B" ask me: "how can you say nobody support you!?" i'm now pissed lor, words fuckingly spread fast. i ask, who told her that. she simply say "SOMEBODY LOR". my fucking problem is it. i spark fire liao lor. i very confirm if not for "A" or "C" to add fuel to the story "B" would not have come to ask me how could i say that. "C" came to explain to me today that he did not add any fuel to the story he told "A" & "B". dun give me that shit, becuz 我不吃这套. and he simply say he only wanted them to help me that's all. who will buy your story. it's so fake. i raised my voice at another colleague, and i already apologised to him, so dun give me tat shit that u dun want me to misunderstand tat fellow. why shouldn't i raised my voice at "B"? give me just 1 good reason. she already kanna brainwashed by "A". whatever "A" said is correct..
i dun owe any of them anything, i dun deserve to suffer all these shit. sometimes i just feel as though i am the one who is causing all the trouble. but look at the scenario from another view, it's "A" who is trying to 把事情搞大. if you bloody hell like to attract attention so much, by all means. not my problem, just dun fucking hell get me involved in this mess. i am not obliged to play this game with you.
i really feel that no matter wat happen, whoever open their mouth first, is the one who will lose out. "A" keep telling everybody within the vicinity about the story, which is making me even more pissed off. looking at it, it is as if i am the one who is being 小气 or 小心眼 about things. however, i still feel tat i am not wrong lor. i simply do not like ppl who do 小动作 or 在人家背后捅人家一刀. what do u gain from it? i feel like quitting my job already..
let's start... ... ...
false accusation no.1: "A" likes 1 of my closer colleague which is now her bf already. On 1 occasion where i called my colleague, he told me & another fren tat he was outside with her, so cannot meet us. Then on the following working day, news spreaded fast that both of them went out together. So "A" assume that I told ppl about it becuz I called her bf & he told us about it. but the fact i think is they might have told other ppl about it & ppl spread the news. I can "som pa" that I never mentioned to any other ppl other than 1 of my closest colleague.. so that is 1 accusation, which made me damn pissed off. it is not like i like to gossip around, 唯恐天下不乱lor. machiam, i bloody hell have a lot of time to spread rumours. and for goodness sake lah, if u want to be so secretive about it, why u tell other ppl. and of cos recently i found out that it is not me or my fren who told other ppl about it, but was 1 of her allies who told other. dun make me look like the asshole here.
false accusation no.2: Recently, we are very busy at work lor, so need to do a lot of overtime. Last week, i went back to work only on wed due to i was on exam leave. So on thurs, when my boss came back from holiday, and my work stuff came in. But i didnt arrange for anybody to work overtime & I also did not work overtime. So my boss call me & ask lor "why u didnt arrange for "A" & "B" to work overtime?". Indirectly, he is like telling me off lor. so i just say i need to arrange properly my stuff before I make arrangements. The fact is that my boss dun like my group to have anything to do with the other group's members lor. so on the following day, he mentioned at the morning meeting, tat if we have stuff to do, we must ask our own group members to help first. So "A" assume tat I am the one who go & "tell" my boss that they ot for the other group & not support me on my work. SHIT lor, excuse me, do i look very 得空to you! i got nothing better to do. dun make yrself look like the victim, & i look like the culprit lor. think before u make the remarks la.. i dun have some much time like you. u can take yr fucking own sweet time to do your shit but not me OKAY!
false accusation 3: yesterday, I made a extremely casual remark tat "wah, 我叫人家帮我都没有人要睬我咯." the truth is tat when i ask ppl in the evaluation room, all say they not free mah. just like tat, spark another conflict. my senior just make a casual remark to "C" that "wah, katherine so busy, u all didnt help her meh?" like that only. "C" went to "A" & "B" and told them to help me. i do not know wat was told to "B" or watsoever, "B" came to confront me or as she said to my senior that she wanted to explain to me. "B" ask me: "how can you say nobody support you!?" i'm now pissed lor, words fuckingly spread fast. i ask, who told her that. she simply say "SOMEBODY LOR". my fucking problem is it. i spark fire liao lor. i very confirm if not for "A" or "C" to add fuel to the story "B" would not have come to ask me how could i say that. "C" came to explain to me today that he did not add any fuel to the story he told "A" & "B". dun give me that shit, becuz 我不吃这套. and he simply say he only wanted them to help me that's all. who will buy your story. it's so fake. i raised my voice at another colleague, and i already apologised to him, so dun give me tat shit that u dun want me to misunderstand tat fellow. why shouldn't i raised my voice at "B"? give me just 1 good reason. she already kanna brainwashed by "A". whatever "A" said is correct..
i dun owe any of them anything, i dun deserve to suffer all these shit. sometimes i just feel as though i am the one who is causing all the trouble. but look at the scenario from another view, it's "A" who is trying to 把事情搞大. if you bloody hell like to attract attention so much, by all means. not my problem, just dun fucking hell get me involved in this mess. i am not obliged to play this game with you.
i really feel that no matter wat happen, whoever open their mouth first, is the one who will lose out. "A" keep telling everybody within the vicinity about the story, which is making me even more pissed off. looking at it, it is as if i am the one who is being 小气 or 小心眼 about things. however, i still feel tat i am not wrong lor. i simply do not like ppl who do 小动作 or 在人家背后捅人家一刀. what do u gain from it? i feel like quitting my job already..
posted by k@therin3 @ 10:09 PM
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
いろ。。いろ。。
long long time no update already since my birthday entry.. about 2 weeks since last entry. due to final exam lor, sianzz, scare if i can't pass then die liao lor..
anyway, been mugging very hard for the past week & still a lot of questions i can't answer. haizz.
last saturday when to jean's birthday chalet at pasir ris. got her a big big cake from galicier.. super big 3kg pure chocolate cake.. too big lor, i ask for a 2.5kg, in the end give me a 3kg. how to finish, yet still cannot finish the cake la.
then when i can stay at chalet, ah von & meyxhin cannot stay. so, no choice lor, becos no khakis to talk non-stop, go home study for exam again lor. anyway, next time meet again since i have plenty of time (4 months to be exact).
here at the chalet, my dear jean missy, try to 介绍 her colleague to me, whom happens to be in the same math class as me over at PSB. aiyo, dun make me like very desperate la.. so malu.. LOL.. cannot let ppl know.. ^-^
then i realise tat with all the mcdonald EVM i eat for so many lunches & dinners in the past few weeks, i didnt gain any weight. which of course in one way is good for me, but on the other hand it means tat i not absorbing nutrients from the food i eat. and when i look at any full length mirror, it seems tat i look thinner, but still no weight change. so where did all the fats go to??
so to summarise, if you want to slim down or lose weight, go study a course which is super hectic and make sure you study real hard for it.
anyway, been mugging very hard for the past week & still a lot of questions i can't answer. haizz.
last saturday when to jean's birthday chalet at pasir ris. got her a big big cake from galicier.. super big 3kg pure chocolate cake.. too big lor, i ask for a 2.5kg, in the end give me a 3kg. how to finish, yet still cannot finish the cake la.
then when i can stay at chalet, ah von & meyxhin cannot stay. so, no choice lor, becos no khakis to talk non-stop, go home study for exam again lor. anyway, next time meet again since i have plenty of time (4 months to be exact).
here at the chalet, my dear jean missy, try to 介绍 her colleague to me, whom happens to be in the same math class as me over at PSB. aiyo, dun make me like very desperate la.. so malu.. LOL.. cannot let ppl know.. ^-^
then i realise tat with all the mcdonald EVM i eat for so many lunches & dinners in the past few weeks, i didnt gain any weight. which of course in one way is good for me, but on the other hand it means tat i not absorbing nutrients from the food i eat. and when i look at any full length mirror, it seems tat i look thinner, but still no weight change. so where did all the fats go to??
so to summarise, if you want to slim down or lose weight, go study a course which is super hectic and make sure you study real hard for it.
me & jean at birthday party
posted by k@therin3 @ 11:17 PM
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