たくさんきもち

I haven been blogging or let's say to put my feelings and complaints here for a rather long time.
I fear that people will not really understand how I feel. I fear that what i may have put here in words does not really reflect my thoughts. I fear that my words here may portray the image of me as being negative or just simply annoying. I fear that readers might use my words against me when conflicts arise. I fear that my thoughts are not the ones acceptable to many and many out there.
What is the problem here now? I really have no clue on that. By right, my blog is the place for me to throw my feelings and complaints. A place for me to 发泄. But it seems rather difficult for me to do so anymore. Why? It is difficult for me to explain. Or to say that understanding is not there.